Praying for a Good Ride

Ok so tomorrow im turning 24! Im really looking forward to spending time with my family, friends and eating lots of yummy food but this year im honestly dreading it... Not the birthday itself but the ageing part. Yes I no its only a number and yes I no its only 24 but I feel I should no who I am by now, at least I think? 

The past year has been challenging. My brother Is recovering from cancer, my relationship that I thought was going to last a life time broke down, Iv moved back in with my parents, my best buddy Bertie the dog became very ill and I could be jobless. Im always asking myself whats next, what job do I want, how can I do better, how can I feel fulfilled or how can I better my self. Being 20 something is hard, everything gets more serious and people expected more of you. Life challenges you in ways our young minds would never imagine but we should remember we are not alone. The worst feeling is to feel alone but every one had/has to live there 20s. We should be creative with our young lives, your 20's are the time for trying new things and experimenting. SO I guess im going to have to grab the terrifying bull by its horns and pray for a good ride! 

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